Happy Birthday Baby
My dearest son; so special, so sweet -
My dearest son; I am blessed we could meet.
The Lord brought you to me on a beautiful day -
The year was 1997 , the fifteenth day of May.
The sun was shining down with heavenly rays...
Upon our sweet faces, I thought you were here to stay.
When I first touched your soft skin, I felt overwhelmed -
The feeling of love and joy - my first little baby boy.
You seemed to grow by the minute.
Laughing, smiling and playing
I was a new mother and sky was the limit.
The first two months of your life we spent together and never
parted-
I felt so close to you and our life together just started.
I awoke one morning not knowing -
That it would be the last time I'd see you smile.
Oh, all the pain just rushed though my body.
Terrifying, undescribable - I am at a loss for words.
What happened to my little boy?
My sweet Damian Christian, that filled my two months with joy...
The Lord called for him, no reason, no explanation
I am left now with hurt and contemplation.
After many talks, long walks and counseling...
I am at peace with the decision to take my "little man"
God rest his soul.
He can take better care of him than I can.
Thank you Lord, for your thoughtfulness -
Sparing his young soul to reside in utopia's bliss.
The experience itself was fortifying -
emotionally and physically to myself
I know my son lived, instead of dying.
Happy Birthday, beautiful baby
It's been four years since you've been gone-
I am still dealing with it, and continuing to live on....
in your behalf.
You have a little sister now, I am sure you know.
When I look at her - I see your glow.
Thank you dear son for blessing me-
with two month's that will last for an eternity.
(c) Chantelle Williams All Rights Reserved
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